I am a major dumb ass though and forgot my class in Madison. I thought it was Tuesday until 6:00 and realized I completely missed it.

Had dinner at mom's as usual.

Alicia went shopping. She bought Ryan shoes and me a hoodie.

It was nice of her.

I'm in a funk. J hasn't text me back. I know he's trying to avoid me. I think he's mad I told Ryan what happened. It kinda sucks. I hoped he'd call today. He didn't. I am all messed up inside. I'm starting to think I'm not in love with Ryan anymore. I don't know. Sometimes I'm not so sure he's in love with me anymore. We talked some about one night awhile ago when he got wasted and never came home. I wasn't happy. He said maybe we need a break. I just think maybe because we're so comfortable together that we just stay together. I'm not sure anymore. It's not all because of J, but if I was still in love with Ryan would I be thinking about him so much? I'm not sure.

This is so confusing!!!!

Goodnight,

Melissa

Kraj:

Na cztery dni przed wyborami parlamentarnymi do Madżlis el-Mustaszarin VII kadencji Sułtański Instytut Sondażowy [SIS] przedstawił sondaż poparcia społecznego a zarazem preferencje wyborców. Sondaż został przeprowadzony w dniach 23-30 września a swoje głosy oddało 23 obywateli Sułtanatu Al Rajn.

Sondaż preferencji wyborczych przed niedzielnymi wyborami parlamentarnymi:
1. "Partia Odnowy" [PO]: 30,44% [7 głosów] = 3 mandaty
2. "Hizb at-Takaddumi" [HaT]: 26,08% [6 głosów] = 2 mandaty
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3. Niezależni [N]: 17,39% [4 głosy]
4. "Al-Kutla al-Watanija" [AKaW]: 17,39% [4 głosy]
5. KW "Rajńskiej Partii Komunistycznej" [RW "RPK"]: 8,70% [2 głosy]

Opublikowany dzisiaj sondaż SISu jasno pokazuje nam jak rozdrobniona jest rajńska scena polityczna przed zbliżającymi się wyborami parlamentarnymi a także zniechęcenie wyborców do obecnych partii politycznych jak i zachowań naszych polityków. Do MeM prawdopodobnie wejdą lewica, która mając 3 mandaty będzie mogła rządzić samodzielnie oraz centrum z 2 mandatami w roli opozycji. Zaskakujące w tym sondażu zdaje się być wysokie poparcie dla kandydatów niezależnych sięgające prawie 18% oraz KW "RPK" prawie 9%, która zyskała poparcie kosztem lewicowej "PO".

Redaktor Naczelny /-/

Serviciul de Informatii si Securitate al Republicii Moldova, nascut din cenusa unitatilor KGB de pe teritoriul RSS Moldoveneasca si cunoscut mai mult pentru actiunile sale antiromanesti, la ordinul lui Voronin, are, de la inceputul lunii septembrie, un nou imn.

In luna februarie, prezent la sediul SIS, Vladimir Voronin sublinia importanta intensificarii activitatii serviciilor de securitate in vederea prevenirii "actiunilor de subminare a regimului constitutional si statalitatii Republicii Moldova". Referirile erau la adresa partidelor de opozitie care doresc iesirea de sub influenta Moscovei si apropierea de Romania. De asemenea, liderul de la Chisinau cerea "sa se contracareze finantarea ilegala din tara si din strainatate a partidelor politice si a mass-media". Mergand pe aceeasi linie, directorul SIS, Artur Resetnicov, califica acuzatiile opozitiei (n.r. pro-romanesti) ca o forma de manifestare isterica. In aceste conditii, titlul imnului, "Credinta Patriei", devine cam confuz. Pana la urma, la care Patrie se refera? La Rusia? Cert ramane un singur lucru pentru agentii SIS: "Cercetarea da frumoase roade/Securitatea e al nostru scut".

Publicam mai jos versurile imnului iar varianta audio poate fi descarcata mai jos.

NUMELE NOSTRU NU E SCRIS IN CARTE,

NU-I PRONUNTAT CU SALVE DE SALUT,

DAR CERCETAREA DA FRUMOASE ROADE,

SECURITATEA E AL NOSTRU SCUT.

NU E NIMIC MAI SFANT SI DEMN PE LUME,

DECAT CREDINTA SI AL NOSTRU LEGAMANT!

REFREN:

CREDINTA PATRIEI SI STEAGULUI CREDINTA,

CREDINTA LEGII SI DREPTATII ORISICAND,

CREDINTA - JURAMANTULUI NUMAI CREDINTA,

CREDINTA DRAGOSTEI SI PACII PE PAMANT!

CREDINTA PLAIULUI SI NEAMULUI CREDINTA

CREDINTA DOINELOR SI CASEI PARINTESTI

CREDINTA GRAIULUI SI RAMULUI CREDINTA,

CREDINTA OMULUI PE CARE IL IUBESTI!

INCREDERE, LUMINA SI SPERANTA

DAM PRIN CREDINTA NOASTRA, CA DE FIER,

DRAPELUL PATRIA-L INALTA

DOAR CAND PLECAM, NEMURITORI, LA CER.

NU E NIMIC MAI DEMN SI SCUMP PE LUME,

DECAT CREDINTA SI AL NOSTRU JURAMANT!

REFREN

Ascultati aici !

sursa : http://www.ziua.net

Ok!!...

lol.. after what i left on this post.. saying... that I’ll come back and finish what i posted here earlier..

well... here I am..   Half Hung Over....

-__-"

NVM. i can do this..

Where do I start...  Oh! yes..

I had to go to UK to visit my Sister, who's currently doing her Master Degree. (2nd one now i think)  in Manchester. So Mom and Me went over.. flying Emirate Air. Transiting in Dubai......

I never seen... that many ppl sleeping on the floor @ the airport b4 in my entire life!! @.@

The Toilet queue what insane... lol.  There were so many PPL!! @.@   some lady cut in front of this white lady so she started yelling LOL!  gosh...  Bush went to WAR with Iraq, some said for oil? I'll say its for the right of whites to use the toilet LOL.

Anyway... got in Manchester.. screwed up.. Jet lag like fuckkk..

So i spent like the first 2 day rehabbing with Chinese Drama XD  at home... didn't do much...

My sister only just moved her house as well...  so she has no Internet connection... @.@

And I can't live without INTERNET!! @.@   LOL

The worse thing is...  I tried using UK's Mobile phone  (O2) which is a Prepaid-topup sim card. To surf the net..  It eats up my 10 Pounds in like 7 mins.. Accessing my own blog....God Holy Molly Mary Mother of the Holy Jesus Christ!!!!

I was sooo friggin boreddd... like really....   Apart from going out and cruise around town all day, shoppin, Eating.. and Eating .. Afternoon Tea, shopping and Eating.. -_-"  I have this companion... my phone..LOL

Special Thx to a wonderful Lady who never abandon me when I was down in a lil Island beside Europe. I love you dearly, thx u so much :) but u also wasted a lot of my MMS videos charges as well... only to find out later later.. that u never received any of it -.-"

NVM that...

Ok.. Well.. when we were sick of Manchester..

We decided to take a train to York Town.  A beautiful city that back in the old ancient times... is the border between Scotland and England collide .. as in.. That’s where they both have to pass to kill each other! lol

It was quite beautiful and quiet..  really peaceful.  People are quite nice compare to other part of UK.

We went down in a river cruise.. which showed us around... and showed us nothing... except some of the old buildings and bridges.. -_-"   it was certainly nice thou.  (and cold as well)

We got outta there... walked around... Mom wanted to have some afternoon tea..

So we went to this place.. (forgot the name) It's the oldest Tea place in York.  The only rule in this Tea house, is that you are not allow to use ur mobile phone???   Yah... u can dress like a bum in there as long as u have money to pay.. but you shall not use ur phone to disturb others.. LOL

After tea + Champagne LOL.   We walked out started looking like tourist who took a wrong turn to UK. Taking picturesss, more Pictures....  Mom spotted a group of Elderly ppl who sat near the Cathedral… and Mom wanted a picture of them and her??? O.o huh? Johnny’s confused lolShe explained… “Well.. I Might end up living around here one day, so I have to see whether I fit in or not…”

Me: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Sis: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

OK.. Mom’s weird for a day… let’s just move on.

Well… nothing else really.. we kept walkin around..

Found these outlets.. Mulberry, Paul Smith, Ermenegildo Zegna...

found nothing of my liking...

so yeah,... moved on.... keep on walking ...

Ok. fine.. found a few tops LOL

Hmmm…. Then we walked up to the city wall… IT WAS HIGH….am Scared of height ppl!! Am a Man who has Acrophobia, and decided to go for a roller coaster ride…. And he almost die.. LOL

Well.. it wasn’t that bad… the view was spectacular thou!By the time we finish touring the whole town.. it was getting late..

we caught the 7 pm. Train back.. go back to Manchester at like..almost 9 ish ??

So tired and hungry…. But didn’t wanna stop anywhere for food.. carrying my camera and shopping bags.. so went home and cook a nice and simple dishes… Mom cooked.. LOL

Me? Txt ppl and watch Chinese drama… how lovely !

That’s the end of the first part of my UK trip..

To be continued………….

PS: thx again.. u know who la!

PS2: Sorry J.girl.. I didn’t get u the thingy….

PS3: Sorry Proud I didn’t get u ur sweets thingy..

PS4: AM HOME SICK!!!!! I WANNA GO BACK TO THAILAND ALREDY LAAAAAAA

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As always …. Pictures.. *sighhhhh*

Haizzz.... am so lazy to do the part 2.  LOL!!!

But yeah.. to be continued!!!

I Miss u, I Miss Thailand  :(

This is a pic of my sis and I when we were wwwaaaayyyy young (check out my stylish head band and matching heart earrings!). My sis is two years younger than me. When we were little I would crawl in to bed with her and read her stories before bedtime. It was a good way for her and I to bond and for my parents to get me to read every night. My sis is very special to me. She was born with severe cerebral palsy. She has always been in a wheel chair and will always be. Now that I've gotten older, I've really realized all the sacrifices my parents have made for me throughout my childhood. They always wanted us to have a normal life. I can't even count the times my parents would load my sis and I up in the car so they could take me to dance, softball, violin lessons, etc. I'm sure it wasn't easy for them, but they did it anyway.

Pugsby, or Pugs as we call him for short, is a pug/Pomeranian mix.  Hes such a good boy.  When I first saw him I thought he was ugly and looked like a bat but I have fallen in love with him.  He does bark a little more than a normal dog does, but I think its just because he's not used to all of the normal life sounds (she got him from a lady who couldn't care for him anymore and I believe lived in a senior home).  He is super snugly and loves to be loved back.  Sometimes he can even make you cry because you are laughing so hard.

Unfortunately my sis has to get rid of Pugs because her new place doesn't allow dogs :(  She is probably taking him to the Humane Society in Waukesha but we want to make sure he has a good place to live.  If anyone is interested or knows of anyone who would be good parents to our Pugs, please let me know.

Intel berharap dapat mematahkan isu bahwa Intel memonopoli spesifikasi USB 3.0. Spesifikasi yang telah diungkap Intel ke publik diharapkan dapat meredam tuduhan oleh nVIDIA, AMD, dan SIS . Sebelumnya, nVIDIA, AMD, dan SIS mengancam Intel jika tidak merilis spesifikasi USB 3.0, maka nVIDIA dan 'sekutunya' akan merilis spesfikasi tandingan bagi USB 3.0. Spesifikasi ini tidak berada di bawah lisensi, tapi tidak mengungkap masalah royalti. Hal ini membuat nVIDIA, AMD, dan vendor lain dapat mempromosikan USB 3.0 tapa harus membayar kepada Intel. Dengan dirilisnya spesifikasi USB 3.0, membuat banyak pabrikan komputer dapat mulai menyusupkan teknologi USB 3.0. USB 3.0 juga dikenal sebagai SuperSpeed USB, yang mampu memberikan bandwith 10x lebih cepat daripada USB 2.0. Kecepatannya dapat mencapai 10 gigabyte per detik. Secara potensial mampu menadi pesaing berat FireWire 3200.

She wore a black velvet v-neck dress and red gemstones. I know they weren't rubies or garnets but no clue what they were. Sis is a gemstone connoisseur so I'm sure it was something exotic.

Hair was pretty simple. Extra curls, extra holding spray and it proved to hold up through the night.

Since my sis isn't really into make-up this was more of a challenge. A lot of her stuff was old and so I had to whip out some of mine. Plus, she kept wanting to go light. Like, not even noticeable. Subtle I'm all for but even with subtle you should be able to see a difference. Ultimately, I ended up applying most of her face and she looked great. Yeah, yeah, I know I'm complimenting myself, but she was SUPER happy and that's what really mattered.

Sis had been told that she'd be able to walk the red carpet. But no. That was a real bummer. I watched hours of red carpet arrivals waiting to see her or someone from her group of friends. Well, apparently you have to arrive by limo to walk the red carpet. Oh well.

I watched the show. Pretty dull, no? The most interesting moment for me was when Bryan Cranston won. Mostly because I didn't think he stood a chance. Don't get me wrong, I think he's a wonderful actor and this was a good interesting moment. It's just... so often funny part (though Breaking Bad is drama) tend to be overlooked.

Anywho, I spent most of the show watching the audience. I knew sis would be in a mezzanine box seat and the camera flashed by in a pan shot but you could barely see specks that were heads. No luck. Such is life.

Turns out sis wants to see the show again... (I tivoed it)... because she could barely see anything. The jumbotron didn't always have up what was being aired. Plus, there were occasional sound issues. (But not necessarily the same was we saw being aired.)

All in all it sounds like the sis had fun at the Emmy's. Managed to have a red carpet moment on the way out, but no major run-ins with celebs. Just a good time with friends. And really, what's better than that?

depending on individual.. they would have their own preference.

As for me, i watched the movie Mamma Mia  today with sis.. some parts were nice, some a little draggy..

still, i would say.. ABBA songs are very chippy!! would love to catch d musical concert ya..

http://www.mammamiamovie.com/main.html

check out their official website!! =D

We left Reno on Sunday afternoon, after the service and arrived home about 9:00 p.m.  I unpacked that suitcase and then packed again and headed out on Monday to Tulare for our S.I.S. (Safety in Sisterhood) Retreat.  This is a ministers wives retreat for those who are in full-time ministry. Sis. LaQuita Mullings and her committee did an awesome job in putting this retreat together. Monday Evening when I walked into the beautiful lobby of Abundant Life Center, it was aglow.  I cannot say enough how incredible the ladies of Abundant Life Center and Sis. Stephanie Parkey (Pastor's Wife) did in hosting this retreat.  You will see by the photos how beautiful everything was.  On Tuesday they changed the decorations and it was another beautiful day and evening. On Tuesday Night when we were finished with our session and walked out into the lobby they had set in up like a Spa. There were pedicures, chair massages, paraffin wax for your hands...It was so much fun getting relaxed and setting around talking and laughing once again.  God bless this church for all the time and effort they put in to making S.I.S. a great retreat.  Sis. Cindy Miller from New Jersey was our guest speaker and did an incredible job in talking to us about things concerning our lives as minister wives.  I so enjoyed being with friends and again meeting new ones.  We laughed and cried together and laughed some more and ate TONS of Chocolate. :)  The theme for this year was, "The Rich Things In Life...Friendship and Chocolate".  Everywhere you looked was Chocolate.  Chocolate fountains graced the food tables, chocolate truffles in little boxes at each place setting and yes, even when we walked into the sanctuary, chocolate tidbits on the pews where we sat.  It was a great thing. LOL  I am already looking forward to next year. God bless all my sisters.

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To view the pictures better, click on "View All Images". :)

Burak Sar, who goes under alias as 'SiS', is a German DJ and fine producer. One of the most sought-after bangers of this summer is his 'Trumpet'. I have to tell you, this track is right down my alley! As the title suggests, the song uses the beautiful melody of trumpet as the foundation for this techno wonder. Being of Balkan descent, I grew up in this kind of Folk music so of course I'm going to enjoy it. Hope you do as well. ;)

SiS - Trumpet (Original Mix)

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Marea entitate blonda este, dupa cum v-ati prins, ea. Now don't get me wrong, e blonda vopsita, nu ne luam de blonde in sensul "ala (this time, at least).

Am multe amintiri legate de Elena (in inconstient, ca sunt dureroase si le-am renegat :))) si ar fi multe de zis despre ea dar ma tem ca daca as zice tot o sa ma omoare prin somn :D

Kidding (la genul ca nu vorbesc serios in totalitate...)

Well.... sor'mii ii spuneam Eia si mai apoi Ena cand eram mica, pentru ca nu puteam sa ii pronunt numele.

Si surprinzator o iubeam mult (atunci, ofcourse, ca eram mica si naiva) si vroiam sa ma joc cu ea mereu doar ca era cam trista si linistita de felul ei, drept pentru care am simtit ca trebuia sa ii fac viata un chin. In rarele momente cand se juca cu mine, o facea doar pentru ca ii ofeream un targ cinstit - ciocolata mea de casa :)) ;)

Vroiam acum sa scriu altceva, doar ca mi-am amintit cum invatam amandoua cand eram mici sa dansam rap in fata tv-ului =)) Embarrassing, i know :)) 
Sis, acu' tre sa o zic si pe asta: m-ai dat cu capul de calorifer cand eram mica de era sa mor - murderer... there, acu stie o tara intreaga ;)

Radem si glumim (in incinta, desigur) dar sunt multe lucruri pe care le apreciez la ea. E echilibrata si buna, desi se rusineaza sa o arate. Si din cauza ei am inceput in copilarie sa citesc atat de mult. Cand eram mica am avut clipe in care vroiam sa seman cu ea (jesus, thank god that it didn't happen). 

In copilarie am impartit multi ani patul cu ea si ma seca cand imi invada jumatatea de pat sau cand ma prostea sa isi incalzeasca picioarele ei reci de soparlica de ale mele, care erau calde.

Sau cand ma santaja emotional sa fac diverse lucruri pentru ea sau cand nu vroia sa ma lase sa port hainele ei (chestie care se intampla si azi, doar ca acu e schimb la schimb pe hainele mele, numa' ca n-ar recunoaste nici daca as bate-o cu un bici cu capat de plumb la talpi).

Elena... oh, Elena, ca sa zic asa, tu care ai palma aia a ta a dracu' de ososoasa si de ascutita, tu care ma parai mamei pentru orice prostie pe care o faceam uitandu-te gales cu ochii aia ai tai de nevinovata, tu care mi-ai dat primul pall mall mentol si prima bere in Subway, sister style, asa...

Tu care mi-ai dat bani when somebody popped my cherry si mi-ai zis "Tine minte ca in ziua in care <pac-pac> sor'ta ti-a dat bani" - na, nu prea stii tu sa iti manifesti sentimentele pe caile traditionale...

Tu care mi-ai traumatizat copilaria dupa ce ti-am inghitit rotita de la masinuta aia rosie si mi-ai interzis sa ma mai joc cu ea, dupa ce ai recuperat rotita, desigur :))

Tu care incercai sa ma convingi cand eram mica ca sunt adoptata de la tigani. Tu care ti-ai dorit un frate mai mare but you got stuck with me. Adevarul e ca te-as fi dat si io la schimb, fie si pentru un puradel tuciuriu, dar nu m-a lasat mama. Pe principiul "you break it, you buy it".

Elena care le-a spus tuturor amicilor ei baieti "te atingi de sor'mea, te castrez". Cei care citesc asta, sunt in categoria Elena's friends si nu au auzit asta sa ridice o mana sus, sa va numar ca si supravietuitori =)) :))

Din fericire pentru noi, nu prea semanam. Ii avem in comun pe mama si pe tata, by default :)) Aaaa, si faptul ca bem si ne plac animalele, printre altele :D

Mica hipioata din liceu cu blugii rosi si ie larga. (As putea sa zic national porecla ta din gimnaziu, dar ma simt generoasa azi si nu o zic ;) )

Ba H., tot incerc sa ma gandesc sa scriu lucruri preety despre tine dar aparent am deschis supapa cu amintiri traumatizante :)) Just kidding.

Ideea e ca marea entitate blonda e un om misto (in felul ei abstract) si tin mult la ea ca e desteapta si loiala, dincolo de gura ei spurcata si acra.  Si citeste carti bune si asculta muzica faina si stie ca si mine filosofie si psihologie si are nasul rosu cand bea. Si as face moarte de om pentru ea, asa ca totul pana la blonda, aviz amatorilor ;)

Hurjui, mi-ai traumatizat copilaria si adolescenta si probabil ca o sa ma traumatizezi pana la adanci batraneti da' promit solemn ca o sa continui sa te poluez fonic si sa te chinui until death do us part :D

Asa deci, ma faci diseara o bere? ;) ;))